It’s been a crazy minute since I’ve attempted to write anything, don’t ask why.
Somehow I just decided to take a plunge and just share some of what is going on in my mind… And there’s nothing. Nada, niks, NOTHING! Weird that? I think so.
It’s all a lie, there’s so much going on in my mind I feel like its about to explode (for one) and like there’s a tea party of ghetto women who married prominent businessmen. You know? Hood rats who have been thrown into a life and have managed to maintain it a bit but their old ways never lost. Just screaming out loud as they gossip about others over a cup of vodka dashed tea… *sigh* you see? I’m going crazy, I’m imagining all sorts of nonsense.
I’m not here to share all the happenings of my life for the past coulpe of… Weeks? Months? Whichever. But its amazing how small choices in a heat of the moment can just change your life isn’t it? For the better or the worse. I feel like preaching but I won’t, I’m too old. But life works in the most mysterious ways hey? You always have those “that will never be me” moments. Hilarious! And not so hilarious at the same time but we are forced to wake up and realise reality is the biggest wake up call, the kind we choose to ignore, yes. I do it too. It gets to a point you know? We are people and people give up, just like that, give up and walk away. But you see I’m babbling now, this isn’t right. At this moment I’m pulling a face, the kind only an emoticon can express but we don’t have those around these parts, do we? I don’t know.
Well that’s the end of my piece, you can stop reading it, really. I’ve come to the end, I’ll stop any minute now. I’ll fill up this space till I’ve completed a couple sentences and we’re back to smiling again, ok? I guess this is the end so, bye? Till next time? I can stop now right? Ok. I’m done. :-)
